And so it goes...

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4 months into lockdown I feel like I'm currently running on emergency battery power which is rather bizarre. 
 
Best way to describe it is that it feels like an almost drunken calm with a smidgen of angst.
 
Sometimes it gets to a point where everything seems so vague and muggy that if you don't concentrate enough you feel that you might just fade away.

What I'd give to sit outside in a bloody big thunderstorm right now.


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